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You know that they burned her horse2 {$ `/ k7 z" T
before her. Though it is not recorded,
- z% C) g; r3 G8 | you know that they burned her Percheron
6 \9 P! Q/ s( t) J2 } first, before her eyes, because you
5 F& `9 j1 |5 q& b know that story, so old that story," d: v/ {/ R$ i! _% Z
the routine story, carried to its
) U; w# h/ ^1 {- E extreme, of the cruelty that can make/ v# z, P0 h6 ^
of what a woman hears a silence,; _. ~9 P, J. n" Q3 h; B2 _6 H) [
that can make of what a woman sees
( ?3 \1 G4 X. i o: Z4 }" v a lie. She had no son for them to burn,8 o1 H; V- }9 }6 x/ d- M
for them to take from her in the world
* g/ n3 |: v9 ~ not of her making and put to its pyre,
5 O1 q% o$ I2 r- x1 H+ j' {" @- @ so they layered a greater one in front of, g! ^4 F; R1 n7 z7 b" s) n9 X0 C
where she was staked to her own——
0 O( t: i3 y7 y X$ K% U as you have seen her pictured sometimes,* l3 _1 x' p' h4 m% T% ~
her eyes raised to the sky. But they were; @0 G J/ j" I6 J: F
not raised. This is yet one of their lies.( @* ^3 Q8 \3 k$ d
They were not closed. Though her hands+ r5 a/ Z" m# l6 Y
were bound behind her, and her feet were
. z; \: h3 O( }6 Z) S bound deep in what would become fire,
; h5 g9 {% y/ @ S4 b2 ` she watched. Of greenwood stakes' T; \" o0 K2 ^6 C, m
head-high and thicker than a man's waist& F: M5 X$ G: Y3 {4 m
they laced the narrow corral that would not
; }7 y3 G% I0 `4 |/ b; ? burn until flesh had burned, until& |: a- j* w# ~& ^+ h: R
bone was burning, and laid it thick
2 j& p/ Q/ A" U: O) y2 d with tinder——fatted wicks and sulphur,
2 b8 F0 X' o- t9 O kindling and logs——and ran a ramp
& w. Q. ]: U( u$ O4 i1 t; e up to its height from where the gray horse
w0 g0 X4 F2 J: o! I1 T waited, his dapples making of his flesh" c9 Z0 [' I e" ^7 B' ^1 p
a living metal, layers of life
: w8 v" g$ c; i: ]$ |; G5 u through which the light shone out0 }) n( S. D; ~' K" p- _
in places as it seems to through the flesh
+ q; Z( w/ u8 J4 W9 N+ ] of certain fish, a light she knew
2 L* l. ^6 X) ?2 X as purest, coming, like that, from within.1 H" C$ j8 {; O( X6 {! N
Not flinching, not praying, she looked
- l$ S' ?* Q5 c9 |, q6 n& I/ Y the last time on the body she knew
/ b# f1 u- H' e8 I( h8 N2 l better than the flesh of any man, or child,, R) L6 P/ z4 J% u4 h
or woman, having long since left the lap u; M8 O2 Y0 Y: \8 {
of her mother——the chest with its9 O* y& H# |& U3 P1 d
perfect plates of muscle, the neck
5 ? v _: ?/ o# \ with its perfect, prow-like curve,
; |( A; c' r; I. @! @ the hindquarters'——pistons——powerful cleft8 z3 S' x# w- J" [- A& z4 i# C. Y
pennoned with the silk of his tail.. f5 b1 l' G1 l) J K9 [3 A
Having ridden as they did together8 |2 S$ g& X" V. y7 B
——those places, that hard, that long——4 M6 J$ m) B' g& R( s
their eyes found easiest that day6 L. j0 p7 ~- n% ~1 ^
the way to each other, their bodies2 y- D, t1 \, n. f6 T# o# {' o$ H
wedded in a sacrament unmediated' b) s7 _5 C* {2 H- d$ w( A- F, r! Y+ N
by man. With fire they drove him
6 @0 Z/ ^/ |8 O' b% S1 U up the ramp and off into the pyre6 r6 F/ \$ C# W. @
and tossed the flame in with him.
; B% z( x2 e% o. X This was the last chance they gave her
8 ]1 q5 v! L; L e4 {1 s- ~$ x* F1 P to recant her world, in which their power
- ^) O$ [+ z5 ~1 v& `( [9 [, n2 E came not from God. Unmoved, the Men% t/ i4 I) a w/ t4 d$ V3 `
of God began watching him burn, and better,; q7 U- k$ s+ k" N* _
watching her watch him burn, hearing' f% Y, F( `8 F. w& p3 ]1 e8 ?
the long mad godlike trumpet of his terror,
0 j( _; l% f1 g# | his crashing in the wood, the groan# p9 F% Y# P L! u: h
of stakes that held, the silverblack hide,9 t: y8 f" |% k6 B5 I
the pricked ears catching first
/ ^0 `6 l. M) W9 n9 o like driest bark, and the eyes.
/ M% z5 T8 n8 V# S, E* n0 @; P. @ and she knew, by this agony, that she3 j6 n5 I- S) n6 n9 |
might choose to live still, if she would7 i) Y5 ~6 v2 @/ [; x1 F* p
but make her sign on the parchment
7 {+ J4 b! F& c& u they would lay before her, which now/ {. n4 g9 S3 E7 Y$ J
would include this new truth: that it6 w, w3 V; u0 V/ \
did not happen, this death in the circle,
. b7 u4 D# ]& T8 u the rearing, plunging, raging, the splendid6 O- S& n; R# T, `
armour-colored head raised one last time
) g4 h$ f. A0 v1 L& o5 U above the flames before they took him4 f1 w+ g4 I9 o2 m4 ]$ ^
——like any game untended on the spit——into
4 {+ ^+ a. V9 G. ]. d. W) y their yellow-green, their blackening red. @1 Q Y1 |$ |8 T) P
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