现代诗歌欣赏英汉对译：母亲

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现代诗歌欣赏英汉对译：母亲　　there are too many places one is powerless to reach, the feet ache, mother, you never
　　taught me how to catch that ancient sadness in the greedy pink of dawn. my heart is like you only
　　you are my mother, I am even your blood bleeding out at daybreak
　　a pool of blood forces you, astonished, to see yourself, you wake me up
　　to hear the sound of this world, you allow me to be born, you let me form twins
　　with misfortune, terrible twins of this world. for many years, I have had no recollection of tonight’s weeping
) ^9 B: S# \( _* j2 r　　the light that made you pregnant came from so far away, so suspicious, standing between life
* Y* I/ ]& d6 n9 q' g7 D　　and death, your eyes possess darkness and how heavy the shadows that penetrate our soles
" z! N# D0 Z/ v5 W3 ^$ Y　　in your arms, I once laughed as if revealing the answer to a riddle, who is it knows
( R+ W0 S  X( d) |2 ?　　that you allow me to realize everything virginally, but I remained unmoved
　　I regard this world as a virgin, but could it be true that my heart-felt laughing at you
6 _0 z5 u. `( ?) i! T/ [8 l　　did not ignite sufficient summers? didn’t it?
　　I was abandoned in this world, all alone, the rays of the sun enveloped me
: ?1 l9 h$ d2 E$ I: A　　did you lose something when, mournfully, you bent down over the world?
　　time puts me in its mill, and lets me watch myself being pulverized
　　ah, mother, will you be happy when I finally fall silent?
　　no one knows how I love you so wide of the mark, this secret
  z  E( ^# K4 S: b' d$ \  Y　　comes from part of you, my eyes gaze at you painfully like two wounds
* t% P% l6 \  c% s+ j+ D　　living for the sake of living, I court destruction to oppose an immemorial love
/ U" n8 w5 A8 e* h7 P3 Y' }6 p1 i! G2 J　　a stone is forsaken, until it dries like marrow in the wind, this world
: r7 p" w4 M& C　　has its orphans, exposing all blessings mercilessly, but who understands best?
. ^  w% N) n# [' e4 ~! h- T　　all those who have stood on their mother’s hands will finally die from birth

　　母亲
　　无力到达的地方太多了，脚在疼痛，母亲，你没有
　　教会我在贪婪的朝霞中染上古老的哀愁。我的心只像你
　　你是我的母亲，我甚至是你的血液在黎明流出的
& ^6 Z$ \7 `8 `" t. A- z9 E　　血泊中使你惊讶地看到你自己，你使我醒来
) w/ h% N5 v3 B. Q! t4 n6 J　　听到这世界的声音，你让我生下来，你让我与不幸构成
  r! ]: l- o, H# Z　　这世界的可怕的双胞胎。多年来，我已记不得今夜的哭声
　　那使你受孕的光芒，来得多么遥远，多么可疑，站在生与死
9 M" y$ I& k6 G- v  b7 q: v$ p$ r　　之间，你的眼睛拥有黑暗而进入脚底的阴影何等沉重
3 n7 A& S0 h0 X7 o7 j: Z9 x: Y　　在你怀抱之中，我曾露出谜底似的笑容，有谁知道
9 `9 N9 r- A+ D2 ?& V$ s) u) V, V) @　　你让我以童贞方式领悟一切，但我却无动于衷
　　我把这世界当作处女，难道我对着你发出的
. l2 R. ^6 C: l% A* y7 B5 {　　爽朗的笑声没有燃烧起足够的夏季吗?没有?
! P" r+ ]- U6 \- i$ [0 k6 r　　我被遗弃在世上，只身一人，太阳的光线悲哀地
　　笼罩着我，当你俯身世界时是否知道你遗落了什么?
1 g# j. Q+ q" q& m) Z' \　　岁月把我放在磨子里，让我亲眼看见自己被碾碎
9 {& F( Z9 Y( P. d* @　　呵，母亲，当我终于变得沉默，你是否为之欣喜
) J) F8 W  P; k! A( ~# A6 D　　没有人知道我是怎样不着边际地爱你，这秘密
　　来自你的一部分，我的眼睛像两个伤口痛苦地望着你
　　活着为了活着，我自取灭亡，以对抗亘古已久的爱
! ~/ _9 L! _! c$ M/ x' t* A　　一块石头被抛弃，直到像骨髓一样风干，这世界
　　有了孤儿，使一切祝福暴露无遗，然而谁最清楚
　　凡在母亲手上站过的人，终会因诞生而死去